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If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain. If I say that i'm sad, I'm scared that i'll shed my tears. Why don't i just laugh, just laugh, just laugh....But people ask me why I'm crying. Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again, What's wrong with me, why do I do this repeatedly? Can't differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals. Sor far In my life, I never felt pain this excruciating. Absentmindedly, I write your name over and over on a piece of paper. In a day, the paper becomes black and I finally let the pen go. I long for you, i hold on my cellphone and let it go. My eyes are filling up with tears again, this separation between us... I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart, so I wouldn't be feeling pain. Everyday I talk to myself, and put myself under a spell. But even so, I keep shedding my tears. If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain. If I say that i'm sad, I'm scared that i'll shed my tears. Why don't i just laugh, just laugh, just laugh....But people ask me why I'm crying, when I'm laughing like this.... After you left, I think I become a fool, i can't do, I can't do anything, so I die. I shove myself into a corner and live, without you there's nothing left to do. A day is too long, way too long. But what was I busy with, to make you fell so lonely. When you wanted to go shopping, going out with my friends was so easy, why couldn't I do the same to you? I always regretted being so slow, I don't know if I'm really stupid, but I still can't let go of our bond. If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain. If I say that i'm sad, I'm scared that i'll shed my tears. Why don't i just laugh, just laugh, just laugh....But people ask me why I'm crying, when I'm laughing like this.... Let's smile like couple in a drama, let's smile like the title of your blog, let's smile happy like in my past. I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart, I'm without a heart, i can't be in pain. let's just laugh, just laugh, just laugh. Please, please let's strop crying now...

8eight - Without A Heart

# Posté le lundi 02 novembre 2009 08:13

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I'm going crazy, I used to be soft and nice. Because of you I changed, I turned into someone strong. I bewetched a doll similar to you. I beg you to break up with her. Every night I'll be with you, do you love her? Do you love her? Every night in my dreams, do you love me? Do you love me? Bring, bring give yourself to me. I'd do anything, I'd do even more. Bling , bling you're my fantasy, I'd risk all to have you. I can't take it anymore, I'm missing out. Why the hell are you complaining? You're stuck in my heart.. heart.. heart. I bewitched a torn picture of you, Ibeg you to get away from her. Every night I'll be with you, do you love her? Do you love her? Every night in my dreams, do you love me? Do you love me? Bring, bring give yourself to me. I'd do anything, I'd do even more. Bling , bling you're my fantasy, I'd risk all to have you. I'm the boo in the island, because of my plan of recovering you. Everyday I want to break up, this is my last step towars you. You hold her hands, you kiss her lips. I hate even the tought of it, this spell carries my anxiety...Lalala...Lalala...Abracadabra, it's all finished. I put a spell upon you, I'm a supervisor, A kaiser dominating you, you can't escape from me. Bring, bring give yourself to me. I'd do anything, I'd do even more. Bling , bling you're my fantasy, I'd risk all to have you.I'm going crazy, I used to be soft and nice. Because of you I changed, I turned into someone strong. I preteted to be cool yet I am surprised by all this. Even pretending I'm not going to meet you.

BEG - Abracadabra

# Posté le lundi 02 novembre 2009 08:38

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Even if I can't have you ,Even if it's only in my mind, Even if I can't touch you, Even if it's only a meaningless dream, Even if I can't talk to you, Even if I hide and watch from far away, You know I do, I love you, Even if you don't know who I am. Oh baby don't you know, you don't even know my name. I spend my sleepless nights gazing at you. Oh so beautiful, your solo picture clutched in my hand. The heartbreak of my crazy love buried in the cheers of the world. You're not even listening, you wouldn't even know if I died. Even in your next life you will live without knowing who I am. I want you so bad and it's too late to turn back. Even tonight I want to kiss you so I clutch my pillow tight. Today is our first meeting right? Only you have this sort of dialogue,Again today I talk to your retreating figure. It's always the same thing but still I give a nervous hello. Even though the whole world's stops listening, I only need you to hear me. The further you are the hardened my heart becomes, please listen to me. Farther, and farther, fortune works wherever . Will I be able to see you? Tell me. Even if I can't have you ,Even if it's only in my mind, Even if I can't touch you, Even if it's only a meaningless dream, Even if I can't talk to you, Even if I hide and watch from far away, You know I do, I love you, Even if you don't know who I am. Darling, why are you not smiling today? It would be nice if it was not a big problem, I couldn't look at your face filled with anxiety, It would be better if I was in pain but the impossibility of that brings regret. Hold me, the one who could respond to your question of “how are you?”. Can't come close, can't touch, you're the one I can't hold. I'm going to go meet you tonight in my dreams. Even if in my dreams everyone ridicules my love Even though everyone says I am crazy and the entire world disappears. Babe you belong to me, but why are the worthless multitudes talking you away? No, there is no way. I'll make you see only me. I'll give you everything, I'll make your lips meet mine, I'll go get the world and give it to you. I'll make it so you can never leave me, I'll keep you in my sunken heart. You are My star, I'm your no.1 fan, Baby please, take my hand .Even if I can't have you ,Even if it's only in my mind, Even if I can't touch you, Even if it's only a meaningless dream, Even if I can't talk to you, Even if I hide and watch from far away, You know I do, I love you, Even if you don't know who I am. Boys and Girls in a crazy love say oh! oh! oh! Boys and Girls in a stupid love say oh! oh! oh! Boys and Girls in a meaningless love say oh! oh! oh! Boys and Girls in a love like mine say oh! oh! oh! Even if you don't know who I am!!

Epik Hight - Fan

# Posté le lundi 02 novembre 2009 08:49